A Fact Infact

I didn’t say it! When it had to be said. I didn’t say, not because i was trying to cover something. Veritably I just did not want to pass my apprehensions to my loved ones. I don’t know if it made me strong or it made me stiff! Or call it “self-deception” for that matter. I kept my throes to myself, I rued for my rues. I always remorse about something “what & why” I don’t understand or may be i never wished to.
I used to dream and it used to come true because i slept to dream! Then suddenly I stopped dreaming and I had nightmares because I left a space for them, my luck kept its promise and they came true as well.
I never chased my dreams, I dreamt and left them untouched but they chased me like virgins.
I never dreamt big, I never had that “Holy Grail” for big dreams. I still remember when our class teacher gave us a task to write an essay on “My aim in Life”. I was more concerned why it is not “Aim of my Life” because at the end it is my life which shows me so many things, it is life that moves me on. Life is not experiencing me but it is me who is experiencing it. "I want to be a Shaktimaan” is still written on that old tottering toilet door in my school where i wrote it so many years before...

Which one are you?

Are you the one or the other one?, The one i know or the one i don't, Are you the same one or the different one, Which one are you?, The one who is or the one who is not!, The one who is you or the one who you aren't, The one whom i don't know or the one who doesn't know me!, The one who kept or the one who left, The one who forgot or the forgotton one, Which one are you?, The one who is missed or the one who "is missing", The one who is said or the one who is dead, The one is "for" or the one who is far, Which one are you?, The one who is close or the one who closed, The one who is dear or the one who doesn't care, The one who is hurt or the one who hurt, Which one are you?, The one who made a difference or the one who kept a difference, The one you were or the "one " were you!, The one who made a joke or the one who was made at, The one who cried or the one who tried, The one who kept away or the one who kept a way, Which one are you?......